At last...first missiles launched. Dunno will hit the target, land in the ocean or disintegrate in midair. I do not care anyway. It is gone, and I will just wait to see the results.
TOEFL is pathetic, I really didn't know why listening could be disastrous also...
Jyo is making me soooooooooo jealous.
I was holed up in the hotel room with the RM30 internet service fee when she is enjoying herself.
5 days to SAT, another one bound to be disastrous.
Gotta focus now...
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Noise pollution
These few days were spent lazing around, dilly-dallying. I keep telling myself to buck up, but there is just no mood.
Anyway, I can blame the environment.
The last time I came back, they were driving piles into the ground just a street away.
This time, they are dismantling the steel tower situated across the road formally used for water reserve or whatever you call it. Dismantling the top part was torturous to me. These type of towers were built decades ago, which means they use high quality metals that weigh tonnes which I bet would bring a fortune to anyone selling them today. Before the crane came, they were throwing down the iron floor from the highest part. By calculating the weigh of the iron, the acceleration due to free fall, and the impulsive force when it hits the ground, you could estimate the sound caused by it.
A perfect excuse for me to put off my work.
The one and only landmark useful to locate my house is now almost gone. Those who want to visit my house will have a tough time locating my house, unless they have GPS.
They are dismantling the tower by taking out every bar and sheet. Slow and torturous work by hand. Lesson learnt, never build towers like this with strong materials unless you want it to last for centuries.
Anyway, I can blame the environment.
The last time I came back, they were driving piles into the ground just a street away.
This time, they are dismantling the steel tower situated across the road formally used for water reserve or whatever you call it. Dismantling the top part was torturous to me. These type of towers were built decades ago, which means they use high quality metals that weigh tonnes which I bet would bring a fortune to anyone selling them today. Before the crane came, they were throwing down the iron floor from the highest part. By calculating the weigh of the iron, the acceleration due to free fall, and the impulsive force when it hits the ground, you could estimate the sound caused by it.
A perfect excuse for me to put off my work.
The one and only landmark useful to locate my house is now almost gone. Those who want to visit my house will have a tough time locating my house, unless they have GPS.
They are dismantling the tower by taking out every bar and sheet. Slow and torturous work by hand. Lesson learnt, never build towers like this with strong materials unless you want it to last for centuries.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Home sweet home
At last. I am back in Ipoh. The holiday mood couldn't seem to set in ever since I came back. The applications and resumes keep bugging me, but sadly I don't have the mood to them. Every time I switch on my laptop, my brain just seem to get stuck. I am soooo dead.
Spent an uneventful day in school getting my teachers and counselors to do my evaluations. It really seem awkward, maybe even fake, as the counselor doesn't know me. In fact, she berated me for not establishing a rapport with her earlier... Anyway, it's done, and the job is up to me now.
Currently very bored...not because of nothing to do, I am too lazy to look at the materials. As I said, I hate introspection. And the Form 6 people do not have their break yet. And my darling is not online and I cannot kacau him....
So here am I, writing rubbish, polishing my skills to be the next Hammufarabi...
Speaking of him, I'm starting to think of my pathetic finals...
I am so dead.
I'm beginning to doubt myself.
Spent an uneventful day in school getting my teachers and counselors to do my evaluations. It really seem awkward, maybe even fake, as the counselor doesn't know me. In fact, she berated me for not establishing a rapport with her earlier... Anyway, it's done, and the job is up to me now.
Currently very bored...not because of nothing to do, I am too lazy to look at the materials. As I said, I hate introspection. And the Form 6 people do not have their break yet. And my darling is not online and I cannot kacau him....
So here am I, writing rubbish, polishing my skills to be the next Hammufarabi...
Speaking of him, I'm starting to think of my pathetic finals...
I am so dead.
I'm beginning to doubt myself.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Tags
Got tagged. Just in time. My eyes tell me I just want to sleep in whatever position I am at now, but my brain wouldn't coorperate.
1. Whats your ambition?
Work like hell throughout the holidays and get into Harvard....fat chance.
2. How often do you think of commiting suicide?
No...I love myself too much. That should be at least enough to compete with other narcissistic people.
3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
I do not introspect myself. I will have confidence when I need it.
4. How many babies you want?
It's not like I'm going to marry in these few years.
5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
It is not a matter of believing. It is proven that rainbows exist, mostly after rain.
6. What is your goal for this year?
Get into MIT and grab the chance to laugh at someone before I fly off.
7. Do you believe in eternity love?
Love is the last thing I want to think about.
8*. What do you say about your life now?
Great...excepts for some minor setbacks that I would not reveal, and do not expect people to ask.
9. What feeling do you love most?
A sense of euphoria and sometimes the fake belief that the world is perfect.
10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
This is not a university application. There is no requirement, only commitment, intimacy, and passion.
11. Is there anything u wanna tell the ppl u hate?
I do not wish you well. In fact, I hope to see you stumble because of your vile attitude.
(spiteful enough?)
12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes, provided the friendship proved to be true.
13. What does flying means to you?
In my current situation, flying means getting into the most prestigious university and make people jealous.
(meaningful huh?)
14. What do you crave for the most currently?
Peace of mind. Just want to get rid of obsessions and get to sleep.
15. Where would ur ultimate vacation spot be?
Alaska.
16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
Latah-the uncontrollable tendency to imitate others.
17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Pour everthing from my heart to my roomate to achieve catharsis.
18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
Preferably a professional that has a satisfying job.
19. What is your lucky number?
I don't think our ancestors invented numbers for predicting luckiness or anything of that sort.
20. What is your favourite food?
I feel sick. Hence, I can't think of anything currently. Wait till 7pm.
I tag:
1.KKK
2. Fatt Chi
3. Deric
To those who noticed something different about my tone or whatsoever, I am not myself today. Don't ask me why, I'm writing according to what my id tells me.
1. Whats your ambition?
Work like hell throughout the holidays and get into Harvard....fat chance.
2. How often do you think of commiting suicide?
No...I love myself too much. That should be at least enough to compete with other narcissistic people.
3. Do you think you have enough confidence?
I do not introspect myself. I will have confidence when I need it.
4. How many babies you want?
It's not like I'm going to marry in these few years.
5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
It is not a matter of believing. It is proven that rainbows exist, mostly after rain.
6. What is your goal for this year?
Get into MIT and grab the chance to laugh at someone before I fly off.
7. Do you believe in eternity love?
Love is the last thing I want to think about.
8*. What do you say about your life now?
Great...excepts for some minor setbacks that I would not reveal, and do not expect people to ask.
9. What feeling do you love most?
A sense of euphoria and sometimes the fake belief that the world is perfect.
10. What are the requirements you wish from the other half?
This is not a university application. There is no requirement, only commitment, intimacy, and passion.
11. Is there anything u wanna tell the ppl u hate?
I do not wish you well. In fact, I hope to see you stumble because of your vile attitude.
(spiteful enough?)
12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
Yes, provided the friendship proved to be true.
13. What does flying means to you?
In my current situation, flying means getting into the most prestigious university and make people jealous.
(meaningful huh?)
14. What do you crave for the most currently?
Peace of mind. Just want to get rid of obsessions and get to sleep.
15. Where would ur ultimate vacation spot be?
Alaska.
16. Describe the person who tagged u in 7 words.
Latah-the uncontrollable tendency to imitate others.
17. What have you done to yourself make yourself happy?
Pour everthing from my heart to my roomate to achieve catharsis.
18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
Preferably a professional that has a satisfying job.
19. What is your lucky number?
I don't think our ancestors invented numbers for predicting luckiness or anything of that sort.
20. What is your favourite food?
I feel sick. Hence, I can't think of anything currently. Wait till 7pm.
I tag:
1.KKK
2. Fatt Chi
3. Deric
To those who noticed something different about my tone or whatsoever, I am not myself today. Don't ask me why, I'm writing according to what my id tells me.
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